blessed be to God..

hmm..alhamdulillah, hidup aku sekarang semakin ok!

terima kasih tuhan, kerana memberi sedikit kekuatan untuk meneruskan hidup..

bersyukur ke hadratMU, kerana hari ini hidup aku semakin dewasa..

hidup ini semakin mendapat petunjukMU..

dan hidup ini semakin dekat denganMU..

terima kasih ya Tuhan, kerana Engkau limpahkan aku

dengan kasih sayang yang tiada tolok bandingnya..

Engaku limpahkan aku dengan rezeki yang melimpah ruah..

dan Engkau juga memberikan aku peluang untuk berfikir seketika,

tentang apa itu makna kehidupan,

tentang apa itu ketabahan,

tentang apa itu ujian,

aku tahu dan aku sedar, Engkau xkan beri sesuatu ujian itu

jika aku tidak dapat menghadapinya..

terima kasih ya Allah..

terima kasih atas segala-galanya..

aku terima di atas semua ketentuanMU..

semoga Engkau memberikan aku sedikit ketabahan..

semoga Engkau memberikan aku sedikit kekuatan..

dan semoga Engkau memberikan aku sedikit nur dan hidayahMU

untuk meneruskan hidup yang penuh onak dan duri..

tetapkanlah hatiku dalam imanMU ya Allah..

lapangkanlah hatiku..

lindungilah aku dari segala perbuatan hasad dengki manusia..

permudahkanlah segala urusanku ya Allah..

Amin..Amin..Ya rabbalalamin...

impossible

i remember years ago

someone told me i should take

caution when it comes to love

i did, i did

and you were strong and i was not

my illusion, my mistake

i was careless, i forgot

i did

and now when all is done

there is nothing to say

you have gone and so effortlessly

you have won

you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now

shout it from the roof top

write it on the sky love

all we had is gone now

tell them i was happy

and my heart is broken

all my scars are open

tell them what i hoped would be

impossible, impossible

impossible, impossible

falling out of love is hard

falling for betrayal is worst

broken trust and broken hearts

i know, i know

thinking all you need is there

building faith on love is worst

empty promises will wear

i know, i know

and know w hen all is gone

there is nothing to say

and if you're done with embarrassing me

on your own you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now

shout it from the roof top

write it on the sky love

all we had is gone now

tell them i was happy

and my heart is broken

all my scars are open

tell them what i hoped would be

impossible, impossible

impossible, impossible

impossible, impossible

thanks a lot..

terima kasih yer!!
aku xtau nape aku benci ko sgt..
ko mmg mcm *@#$$%^%!
ble ko datang je dalam idop aku,
semuanya jadi hura-hara!!
ko nak ape sebenarnya dari aku??
aku xpernah kacau idop ko sket pon!
tapi ko??
pasal ko, semuanya berantakan!!
eeeiiyyyyy!!!!
aku benci ko sgt!!
really2 hate u damn much!!
nasib baik aku bole diam ble aku jmp ko..
aku tahan marah aku!
aku tahan sabar aku..
nasib baik Tuhan berikan aku kekuatan ble aku jumpa ko
n nasib baik jgk aku ade kwn2,
yg salu ade ngn aku time aku sush n senang..
aku xbole idop kalo aku xde kwn..
hmm..
sbar je la hati..
huhuhu..

bad story..

dont know y..
lately, everything its so difficult..
its just bcoz of me, you or someone else..
i try to be the one n only..
but y its not enough 4 u ..
we are playing so hard to catch what we have..
hmm..
i tried to be my self..
but sometimes im loose my self!
im sorry if i hurt u..
im tring so hard to be with u..
but y, she is come in..
dont know what she wants n dont know want you want..
to be with you, its not easy for me to accept!
hmm..
what should i do??
pretanding day by day??
keep silent??
or stay away from u??